I can't believe it has been exactly a month since my last post...Well as I mention in my list of interest this year...one of it is my love for JoongBo @ Ssangchu Couple of Kim Hyun Joong and HwangBo Hye Jung...through them I got to meet new friends and found new interests as well. One of them is reading Fan Fic. Since there's no new concrete news linking them together, JoongBoers let our imaginations go wild by writing fan fic. Some are so real like and some are purely fiction. Well I guess that's why they are called fan fics. After reading so many of them, plus with the encouragements from fellow JoongBoers(U know who u are!heheheh), I decided to give it a try. Now, I would like to share it here since we are coming to the end of 2009 and as u can check, I like to end my year with a bang!(Being that I often update my blog either early or end of the year..hehehe) So here goes:
This FF is actually my take on why HJ was missing on the original day of Strong Heart with HB.Although it was reported that he couldn’t make it because he was not well, I tried to imagine what really happened that day. I may have to give u guys a warning…some details in this FF may not be accurate as I couldn’t really concentrate on the details and also forgive me if there’s any grammatical error since I did not do any proof read. So here goes!
With A Strong Heart
His body aches all over after spending the whole day yesterday recording for the upcoming Dream Team episode which he volunteered to join. The last time he felt a rush to succeed in a show like this was during the Family Outing show but to him yesterday was more challenging. He could barely wake up this morning but he knew that he had a schedule to follow and will continue being this way until all the promotions is done with their mini album.
“Arrgghhhhh”..Stretching his hand while forcing himself to get up from bed.
“Hyun Joong aahhh…Come on…pali..pali” the van is downstairs…and we better be quick” said Young Seng.
“ Wae?” asked hyun joong while staring at the floor and his eyes barely opens.
“We’re very busy today…we have a recording for strong heart at 10.00 am…and it’s already 8.30 am…” explained young seng.
“Haah..there’s plenty of time…jz let me lie down for 10 more minutes”..said hyun joong
“Andui!!..We still have to grab some breakfast first..go and get ready! We’ll wait for you outside”…said Young Seng
“Hyung…come on” said Kyu jong while peeking his head into Hyun Joong’s room…
Hyun Joong struggle to get up…he felt like he was carrying a huge stone on his back but thinking about not disappointing his dongsaengs…he tried to get ready as fast as he could.
In the Van
“That was a quick meal!” said Hyun Joong
“Of corz!..we don’t have much time…the show will start in 20 minutes time…n jz hope the traffic will be smooth” their manager explained briefly…he then continued giving briefing to them.
Hyun Joong was looking outside the window all the time…he seemed lost in his own world. It was as if he was thinking about something very intensely or maybe his brain just got tired along with his body. As the van was slowly approaching the SBS studio...he was deep in his thoughts when suddenly his eyes saw something or to be more precise someone who looked very familiar.
“We’re here” said the manager.
Hyun Joong just sat there n couldn’t take his eyesight from the familiar face. It was the face he knew so well. A face that he hasn’t seen in over 9 months…the last time they met was on the street and that too was a brief encounter. He regretted for not able to talk for a longer period of time since both of them were in a hurry.
Kyu Jong looked at Hyun Joong with a puzzled face “Hyung! Are u okay? What are you looking at?”
“Huh? I’m okay..Let’s go!” said Hyun Joong while acting as if he didn’t see anything.
As he was making his way out of the van..all of a sudden he was stopped by his manager…
“Mianhe Hyun Joong ahh…I think we did a mix up with the schedule. You’re supposed to come on this show with HyungJun and Jungmin.They’re going to be here for recording next week. So I think we should just go” said the manager.
“But hyung…I’m already here!..Can’t I just join them today? Said hyun joong
“No…the president jz called me and told me it’s better for you to come back for the next show. He knows that you are tired…. so his giving you time to rest” the manager said with much persistent.
Hyun Joong knew the reason why his manager suddenly changed his schedule has got something to do with the person he just saw. But he couldn’t object. He knew he has to follow the wishes of his company. He was being rational about it…since he does feel a bit under the weather plus super tired from the dream team shoot. Nevertheless, he was prepared to do Strong Heart if he were asked to. He felt powerless at that time.
As the van left the SBS compound, Hyun Joong starred outside the window with a heavy heart. At the back of his mind, he felt the reason why his company did not want him to be on that show was because they knew how Hyun Joong felt about her…yes her…Hwangbo Hye Jung. His so called wife from last year’s high rated reality shows WGM. He has always stated that whatever was said and done during the show was exactly his real feelings. It was a life changing experience that totally saved his life and his career. Hwang Bo was someone he was so thankful for. He knew, even though it was just a show but having given the opportunity to be closed to someone like her was destiny. A lot of people come and go in his life and each and everyone has a role to play. That has always been his believes.
“Hyung..Can you just drop me by the studio”.. hyun joong abruptly said to the manager.
“Wae? I thought u were tired…why don’t I just send you straight home so you can rest for the day” replied his manager.
“I think I want to practice my dance for a bit since I have the time” Hyun Joong explained.
“Arasso…if that’s what you want” said the manager.
The van went straight to the dance studio which was not that far from the SBS studio.
At the dance studio
Hyun Joong didn’t want to waste his time so he felt he should practice his dance a bit for the upcoming concert. There were only him and the dancers at the studio. Jung Min and Hyung Jun had their own schedule that day. He practiced for a bit then stopped to rest. As he was resting, he picked up his phone and sms Kyu Jong who was doing the recording for the show.
SMS:
“Kyu Jong ahh…how’s the recording so far? Any interesting story”
After a while, Kyu Jong replied..
“It’s great..I just heard a funny story from Hwang Bo noona!..You should have been here...Your Buin is really funny! ^^ “
Hyun Joong felt sad when he read Kyu Jong’s message. In his heart he really wanted to be there especially when he knew she was going to be there too but there’s nothing he could do. He felt powerless again.
Hyun Joong continued practicing his dance routine for another couple of hours. He decided to stop for the day. Since the manager had left a long time ago, he took a cab. In just five minutes he was in the cab and on his way home.
In the cab
He looked at his watch and suddenly said to the cab driver
“Ajussi…can u turn around and go to the SBS studio”
He suddenly felt an urge to go and see Hwang Bo at the studio as he knew they were going to finish with their recording soon. He felt this was his moment because after looking at her face today, he knew that he missed her a lot. They have not even contacted each other since the WGM days. He was very busy with the drama and also with the SS501 mini album. She was pretty busy too with all her work as well.
A lot of things were in Hyun Joong’s mind.
“Will she be happy to see me?”
“Would she be surprise to see me?”
“Aah..I don’t know!!! But what I do know is that I need to see her today and by hook or by crook, I will do it!”
As the cab slowly approaching the studio, Hyun Joong saw a group of people outside the studio. They all looked familiar.
“Aahh they have finished!” he said to himself.
“Ajussi, just drop me here. Kamsahamnida!”
He paid the driver and quickly got out from the cab. Hyun Joong was walking rather fast wearing a sport’s winter jacket and a cap. He felt somehow people wouldn’t recognize him if he was careful enough not to get spotted. He made his way to the parking lot and decided to wait for Hwang Bo there.
At the parking lot
After 10 minutes of waiting, he saw a familiar face walking towards where he was standing but he was pretty sure that Hwang Bo could not see him as he was hiding behind a pillar. As soon as she was close enough to him, he jumped in front of her and said…
“Anyeong Noona!” while waving to her and smiling as if it was a normal thing to do.
“Aaahhhhh!..Omo” shouted Hwang Bo feeling scared when she saw a man surprised her like that.
Without hesitation she asked…. “Hyun Joong..is that you?”
“Yes it’s me!” he smiled and took his hood off.” Were you scared?”
“Of course I was scared!” she said while giving him a few blows on his arm.
“You could have been some maniac and I would have taken you down with one strike” explained Hwang Bo since she does have a black belt in Taekwando.
“Hahahah..mianhe. I didn’t mean to scare you like that!” said Hyun Joong.
“What are you doing here? Asked Hwang Bo
“Me?..ermm nothing..just come by to see you” replied Hyun Joong
Hwang Bo was really surprised to see Hyun Joong in front of her that moment. She was more surprised at how he approached her. A part of her was happy and another part of her was scared. She could’ve easily beaten him up. But her instinct told her that the man who jumped in front of her was somebody she knew. Somebody she had really wanted to see.
To be continued....
With A Strong Heart
His body aches all over after spending the whole day yesterday recording for the upcoming Dream Team episode which he volunteered to join. The last time he felt a rush to succeed in a show like this was during the Family Outing show but to him yesterday was more challenging. He could barely wake up this morning but he knew that he had a schedule to follow and will continue being this way until all the promotions is done with their mini album.
“Arrgghhhhh”..Stretching his hand while forcing himself to get up from bed.
“Hyun Joong aahhh…Come on…pali..pali” the van is downstairs…and we better be quick” said Young Seng.
“ Wae?” asked hyun joong while staring at the floor and his eyes barely opens.
“We’re very busy today…we have a recording for strong heart at 10.00 am…and it’s already 8.30 am…” explained young seng.
“Haah..there’s plenty of time…jz let me lie down for 10 more minutes”..said hyun joong
“Andui!!..We still have to grab some breakfast first..go and get ready! We’ll wait for you outside”…said Young Seng
“Hyung…come on” said Kyu jong while peeking his head into Hyun Joong’s room…
Hyun Joong struggle to get up…he felt like he was carrying a huge stone on his back but thinking about not disappointing his dongsaengs…he tried to get ready as fast as he could.
In the Van
“That was a quick meal!” said Hyun Joong
“Of corz!..we don’t have much time…the show will start in 20 minutes time…n jz hope the traffic will be smooth” their manager explained briefly…he then continued giving briefing to them.
Hyun Joong was looking outside the window all the time…he seemed lost in his own world. It was as if he was thinking about something very intensely or maybe his brain just got tired along with his body. As the van was slowly approaching the SBS studio...he was deep in his thoughts when suddenly his eyes saw something or to be more precise someone who looked very familiar.
“We’re here” said the manager.
Hyun Joong just sat there n couldn’t take his eyesight from the familiar face. It was the face he knew so well. A face that he hasn’t seen in over 9 months…the last time they met was on the street and that too was a brief encounter. He regretted for not able to talk for a longer period of time since both of them were in a hurry.
Kyu Jong looked at Hyun Joong with a puzzled face “Hyung! Are u okay? What are you looking at?”
“Huh? I’m okay..Let’s go!” said Hyun Joong while acting as if he didn’t see anything.
As he was making his way out of the van..all of a sudden he was stopped by his manager…
“Mianhe Hyun Joong ahh…I think we did a mix up with the schedule. You’re supposed to come on this show with HyungJun and Jungmin.They’re going to be here for recording next week. So I think we should just go” said the manager.
“But hyung…I’m already here!..Can’t I just join them today? Said hyun joong
“No…the president jz called me and told me it’s better for you to come back for the next show. He knows that you are tired…. so his giving you time to rest” the manager said with much persistent.
Hyun Joong knew the reason why his manager suddenly changed his schedule has got something to do with the person he just saw. But he couldn’t object. He knew he has to follow the wishes of his company. He was being rational about it…since he does feel a bit under the weather plus super tired from the dream team shoot. Nevertheless, he was prepared to do Strong Heart if he were asked to. He felt powerless at that time.
As the van left the SBS compound, Hyun Joong starred outside the window with a heavy heart. At the back of his mind, he felt the reason why his company did not want him to be on that show was because they knew how Hyun Joong felt about her…yes her…Hwangbo Hye Jung. His so called wife from last year’s high rated reality shows WGM. He has always stated that whatever was said and done during the show was exactly his real feelings. It was a life changing experience that totally saved his life and his career. Hwang Bo was someone he was so thankful for. He knew, even though it was just a show but having given the opportunity to be closed to someone like her was destiny. A lot of people come and go in his life and each and everyone has a role to play. That has always been his believes.
“Hyung..Can you just drop me by the studio”.. hyun joong abruptly said to the manager.
“Wae? I thought u were tired…why don’t I just send you straight home so you can rest for the day” replied his manager.
“I think I want to practice my dance for a bit since I have the time” Hyun Joong explained.
“Arasso…if that’s what you want” said the manager.
The van went straight to the dance studio which was not that far from the SBS studio.
At the dance studio
Hyun Joong didn’t want to waste his time so he felt he should practice his dance a bit for the upcoming concert. There were only him and the dancers at the studio. Jung Min and Hyung Jun had their own schedule that day. He practiced for a bit then stopped to rest. As he was resting, he picked up his phone and sms Kyu Jong who was doing the recording for the show.
SMS:
“Kyu Jong ahh…how’s the recording so far? Any interesting story”
After a while, Kyu Jong replied..
“It’s great..I just heard a funny story from Hwang Bo noona!..You should have been here...Your Buin is really funny! ^^ “
Hyun Joong felt sad when he read Kyu Jong’s message. In his heart he really wanted to be there especially when he knew she was going to be there too but there’s nothing he could do. He felt powerless again.
Hyun Joong continued practicing his dance routine for another couple of hours. He decided to stop for the day. Since the manager had left a long time ago, he took a cab. In just five minutes he was in the cab and on his way home.
In the cab
He looked at his watch and suddenly said to the cab driver
“Ajussi…can u turn around and go to the SBS studio”
He suddenly felt an urge to go and see Hwang Bo at the studio as he knew they were going to finish with their recording soon. He felt this was his moment because after looking at her face today, he knew that he missed her a lot. They have not even contacted each other since the WGM days. He was very busy with the drama and also with the SS501 mini album. She was pretty busy too with all her work as well.
A lot of things were in Hyun Joong’s mind.
“Will she be happy to see me?”
“Would she be surprise to see me?”
“Aah..I don’t know!!! But what I do know is that I need to see her today and by hook or by crook, I will do it!”
As the cab slowly approaching the studio, Hyun Joong saw a group of people outside the studio. They all looked familiar.
“Aahh they have finished!” he said to himself.
“Ajussi, just drop me here. Kamsahamnida!”
He paid the driver and quickly got out from the cab. Hyun Joong was walking rather fast wearing a sport’s winter jacket and a cap. He felt somehow people wouldn’t recognize him if he was careful enough not to get spotted. He made his way to the parking lot and decided to wait for Hwang Bo there.
At the parking lot
After 10 minutes of waiting, he saw a familiar face walking towards where he was standing but he was pretty sure that Hwang Bo could not see him as he was hiding behind a pillar. As soon as she was close enough to him, he jumped in front of her and said…
“Anyeong Noona!” while waving to her and smiling as if it was a normal thing to do.
“Aaahhhhh!..Omo” shouted Hwang Bo feeling scared when she saw a man surprised her like that.
Without hesitation she asked…. “Hyun Joong..is that you?”
“Yes it’s me!” he smiled and took his hood off.” Were you scared?”
“Of course I was scared!” she said while giving him a few blows on his arm.
“You could have been some maniac and I would have taken you down with one strike” explained Hwang Bo since she does have a black belt in Taekwando.
“Hahahah..mianhe. I didn’t mean to scare you like that!” said Hyun Joong.
“What are you doing here? Asked Hwang Bo
“Me?..ermm nothing..just come by to see you” replied Hyun Joong
Hwang Bo was really surprised to see Hyun Joong in front of her that moment. She was more surprised at how he approached her. A part of her was happy and another part of her was scared. She could’ve easily beaten him up. But her instinct told her that the man who jumped in front of her was somebody she knew. Somebody she had really wanted to see.
| Flashback
Hwang Bo was sitting in front of her laptop when suddenly she received a call from the Strong Heart PD. “We would love for you to come on our show” said the PD “Who else are going to be there for this episode?” asked Hwang Bo “Well other than the usual guest we have also invited Andy, Alex and also the SS501 boys” answered the PD Hwang Bo was really surprised to hear the names mentioned as she knew it’s going to be some kind of reunion for her and the boys but more importantly, a reunion with Hyun Joong. They have never been in a variety show together after WGM. It’s not like she wasn’t offered before but she was busy and so was Hyun Joong. She also felt reluctant as she did not know how he would react. So many things was said and expressed during their 6 months together. She knew things would change between them as Hyun Joong was destined for bigger things in life. She always felt that she was an obstacle since he had to divide his time between BOF and continued being with her in WGM. She gave a really hard thought to the idea of seeing and talking to him again. The last time they met was in March and that was really a brief encounter since she was driving off somewhere when Hyun Joong said Hi to her. “Yoboseoyo! Hwang Bo-ssi…are you still there?” wondering the PD since there was no answer from Hwang Bo “Yes..I’m still here!” replied Hwang Bo “So..what’s your answer? Can u join us? Asked the PD again After thinking about it again, Hwang Bo finally made a decision. “Okay..I’ll be in the show!” said Hwang Bo while thinking that even though she couldn’t guess how things will turn out but she’s willing to try because being a matured lady and after going through so much in her life,being together again with Hyun Joong on Strong Heart is really a small matter. On the day of recording “Ok everyone..please take your seat. We’re going to start in 5 minutes” shouted the PD informing all the stars present that day. Hwang Bo eyes wondered around to see who were the other stars present that day but she particularly was anxious to see if Hyun Joong was there as well. She saw three empty seats on her left and assumes it’s for the SS501 boys. But she was puzzled to why there were only 3 seats. Her eyes glanced to the empty seats and saw only three names. But most importantly Hyun Joong’s name was there as well. “He’s really going to be here” she thought to herself. “The SS501 members Heo Young Seng and Kim Kyu Jong will be here a little bit later. So let’s start with the show” said the PD and gave the signal to the MCs to start the show. Hwang Bo was wondering why Hyun Joong’s name was not mentioned. “Did something happen to him? or maybe he doesn’t want to be in the same show with me..” She thought. All sorts of speculations came into her mind but she didn’t want to think about it and enjoyed her time there. Present Day-At the parking lot “We can’t be standing here like this…someone might see you!” said Hwang Bo. She was afraid that people would see her and Hyun Joong together there. “Come let’s get in my car and go somewhere else” suggested Hwang Bo. “Ermm…Okay…let’s go!” agreed Hyun Joong. Both of them got into Hwang Bo’s car and drove away from the SBS studio. “Hyun Joong ahh…why don’t you put your head down so that people wouldn’t see you..at least until we get out from this area” said Hwang Bo. She was being protective of Hyun Joong as she knows Hyun joong is an A list star now. He doesn’t need any scandal especially when he and the rest of SS501 boys are busy promoting their latest album. She drove away from the SBS studio while Hyun Joong was ducking his head in order not to get spotted. “Noona…is it okay now?” asked Hyun Joong “No..not yet!” replied Hwang Bo…”I’ll let u know once the coast is clear!” she continued “Arasso…” said Hyun Joong and let out a huge sigh. This is not what he intended to do when he decided to see her that day but if this is what it takes in order to have a decent conversation with Hwang Bo, then so be it..he said to himself. After driving for about 20 minutes, Hwang Bo stopped her car somewhere she thought was safe enough for them not to be seen. She looked on the passenger side of her car where Hyun Joong was seated and found that Hyun Joong was sleeping. “Ahhh…some things never changed!” she said to herself and remembered the WGM days when Hyun Joong was always sleeping if it was her turn to drive. She smiled and said “Poor Hyun Joong, he must be very2 tired!” while looking at him affectionately. Suddenly Hyun Joong woke up from his nap… “Arrggh…Where are we?” said Hyun Joong while stretching his hands and neck “We’re somewhere safe” replied Hwang Bo “Really!...That’s good.” Said Hyun Joong. Both of them suddenly became quiet.Hwang Bo didn’t say anything to Hyun Joong at that moment as she was still contemplating to their current situation and how they end up being there. It was really an ackward moment. Something that they are really used too. “I…” both of them said simultaneously while trying to break the silence and start a conversation. “Heheheh…you first!” said Hyun Joong “No…You first!” replied Hwang Bo “Ermm…..” mulled Hyun Joong “ You know what…this is very funny. Just now you jumped in front of me and scared me half to death and now you have nothing to say!” said Hwang Bo trying to show her disbelief. “and Yaa..btw..what do you mean you’re here just to see me? Kyu Jong told me that you were not well and that’s why you didn’t come for the recording just now” said Hwang Bo “Hahhh…You did wondered about me!” said Hyun Joong with a smile on his face thinking that Hwang Bo still cares about his well being. “ Well no…It’s just that I saw your name labeled on the chair but you were a no show…I thought you might be busy with something else and back out from attending at the last minute” Hwang Bo trying to justify her statements earlier. “Owh..is it really!” said Hyun Joong with a smirk on his face. Hyun Joong was happy to know that Hwang Bo was curious enough to ask Kyu jong about him. But he didn’t want to tell her the reason why he was not at the recording. It was complicated. He didn’t want her to worry or to be more precise, he didn’t want her to know how he truly feels and the effect she has on him after WGM. Of course what was said on Mount Halla was unforgettable but both of them agreed to go on with their lives and just be happy. After their depature from the show and after going through so many challenges this year, he realized that being happy without her is a subjective matter. | ||||
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